Lust shares firsthand experience of working with P.I.

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Lance Lust stands with manager Becca Decker at the Newton McDonald's, where Lust has worked for six months after working with Progress Industires to find employment. Lust is a writer in his spare time, and hopes to someday become a published novelist. (Nicole Wiegand/ Daily News)

Fries, like the grill, took some memorizing. It was simple enough, but a lot of finesse was needed. I still have a lot to learn, which can be difficult for every person; with or without a mental illness. We’re all people and if you are willing to tweak yourself you’re the right kind of person to seek out a job in the community.

I, myself, loathe that phrase: “Job in the Community.” It sounds scarier than it is, but even though I knew this from working at the Iowa Speedway, it’s still there and in your head … the worry that you are not good enough. But like my dad said to coax me into school: “Just do your best!”  And that is exactly what I’ve always tried to do. 

There were times that I chose to wallow in denial, but here I am today, a far cry from the past. Finding the freedom to learn to choose something other than the negative can get you there. There are still days where negativity looms deep in my mind. Negativity is exhausting but I have people close to me who encourage me to do my best and it all ends up being not in vain (on most days).

One needs to remember to learn from one’s mistakes and shortcomings and find areas to excel that will get you where you want and need to go. Support from my job coach, coworkers and supervisors help to make it easier. Without the grain of “I will try” it can all certainly go downhill, and quickly. Sometimes it goes downhill even with that grain, but if you are still willing to give it your best even when your best doesn’t seem good enough you can indeed get a lot back. Try your best and if it doesn’t work, there is always tomorrow.

I continue to write in pursuit of becoming a published novelist. Some days I have the knack and others it just isn’t there, like many things in life. I always have an idea and something new is always cropping up in my mind that keeps me motivated to write, much like the support of P.I. and coworkers who encourage me to achieve more in all areas of life.

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